Age Of Fear has Ended
I used to watch the birds fly away .. watching them from the cell that you have created for me .. living my life tied by the chains of fear .. the fear of thinking ,the fear of speaking , the fear of deciding who I want to be
I used to watch my self fading away through the storm of your dreams about the perfect me .. and as I'm turning to someone I don't recognize , I was full of hope that at then you'll approve your love to me .. but now I know that you don't love me .. you just love your reflection in my eyes
I remember the old days .. when you used to be my Idol .. when you used to play with me , laugh with me , fly with me … when you used to protect me .. when your warm chest was my bed .. when you used to take me to fairies land in your late night stories .. and then giving me a kiss that made me feel safe from anything in the world when I was pretending to be sleeping ……. Where the fuck did all those days go away
I'm sorry but I can't live like this anymore .. with you as my controller.. and with me as your disappoint .. I'm breaking free .. from all the chains , from all the orders , from the submission , from the fear .. I'm breaking free .. free .. free .. to live what's left of my life
And then .. with a tear in my eye I'll whisper in your ear : The Age Of Fear has ended my lord .. but no matter what , I'll always love you .. forgive me